DIARY

WHEN I FUCK YOU I THINK OF HIM

These images were created in in the ruins of love. A selection of 10 drawings documenting the dissolution of a relationship and the birth of the new. You need to…

EVERYBODY WANTS TO SAY SOMETHING ABOUT LOVE

There, some thoughts on the matter. Miscellaneous. Everyone wants to say something about love, don’t we? love is the most perfect form of social repression if god was…

KINGING AND QUEENING AND THE SENSATIONS OF GENDER

Last July, I was invited to take part in a drag workshop that focused on the sensations of gender and the pleasure of drag, facilitated by Zinzi Buchanan (Steve) and…

CONFESSION FROM A REPENTANT FEMINIST

Please forgive me, for I have sinned. Though I always try to be true to my values and keep walking on the genderbending rainbow path, I am just a humble…

THE APPEAL OF WITCHES FOR GIRLS

As a child, my notion of witch was built mostly around a mix of books, cartoons, TV and films. It wasn’t a foul, scary image, but an exciting, fun,…

VAGINAL DISCHARGE AND OTHER MYSTERIES

When I got my period for the first time, I was wearing my favorite 101 Dalmatians panties. Although I hit puberty in the era before Internet, I was well aware…

BECOMING ANDREW: STARTING PUBERTY AGAIN

Time is moving fast and I have the feeling more and more that I am going through puberty for the second time, adjusting to new growths of body hair, a…

ON TELLING MY MOTHER ABOUT MY GIRLFRIEND

On a cold, brightly lit train from New York to Boston, I went over and over the words I would say to mother to explain my new relationship with a…

BECOMING: HELLO I’M ANDREW

Sitting down to write an account of the last two weeks as Andrew has been a difficult task, so much has happened in obvious ways, like changing my clothes and…

BECOMING: AN ART PROJECT

BECOMING: THE PROJECT About three months ago while causally reading the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders V (published in May last year) as research for a new…